Okay i am bad i havn't written in over a month, i am sorry honestly i have a reason, one evil joined up word PRE-LIMS! i hate them!!!i hate grades i hate school i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway CHRISTMAS SOON, i miss ppl i miss them being there (that is all i will say) i got a new song that makes me cry *Walking in the air from the snowman* it just reminds me of stuff n the song just makes me cry i dont know why? well actually i do u just aren't getting to know u think i would say summat like that over the net! rhetorical question don't answer! CRAIG IS A SHIT I HATE HIM he made me n est cry !!!!!!!!!!!!! well he will get the blame anyway!

For all of those who dont know i have broken my pinky again!!! yeah i know i always hurt my finger..... what can i say!!! It hurts like hell but i am assured it will be better in a week ..ish anyway... CHEMISTRY TRIP TOMORROW !!!!!! WOOHOOOO!!! it should be fun!! yay! go me .. bad news agan tho i am coming down with the cold ...how on eaarth am i going to sing on saturday!!?!?!?!? ahh wel i will muddles through ... this week is an exciting week and i am hyper bye 4 now t calls!!!

Listenin to dido contemplating life.... wow i have always wanted to write summat like that woohoo!!! i am a hyper person .... in other words off my bloody rocker!!! Omg Mrs cuthbertson gave me the fright of my life yesterday she was like.... hyper... she was jumping up and down and skipping and running and jumping across the classroom... she is seriously scary!!!!! lol in a nice weirdo way!!! Today was good but swimming in p.e is really bad for my sinuses !!!! and my ears ... i looked like a right weirdo in german trying to empty my ears from the water!!!!!! omg i have an intruder staying at mine tonight wont name any names for obvious reasons... but i really dont like her and i no she is my mum's best friends daughter ... but y does she have to stay at my house!!!!!!!!! AHHHH any way bubye 4 now!!!

Okay, Mr. W is officially a perve!! nah i am only joking ... well the song we have to sing in choir... lets just say it is dodgy without mr W saying something wrong!!! i was in hysterical fits of laughter anyway!!! I have a very sick and demented mind!!! Okay well music was okay today mrs.C taught us how to use cubase... i dunno music just aint the same without miss orr's really quirky very odd comments.. and then us totally and utterly ripping them for six... it just aint the same ... but then again things change and we accept that!!! lol  he he he he well anyway school is crap as per usual and mrs Dunn stinks more and more like fags everyday and her marking and teaching gets worse and worse!!!! I wish i could go back to 3rd year the teachers were better and more relaxed... we weren't so stressed and ... why the hell did they invent prelims...or exams for that matter i swear if i could go back in time i would kill the man or woman who invented them before they could invent them!!!! :'(

It is the last day of our 2 weeks off!!!! AHHHHHH prelims are only... what 4 weeks away!!!! AHHHHHHH  okay *breath breath* ok i will be fine i hope *crosses fingers* okay anyway on the bright side i get to see everyone again!!!!

  I went to the DAFC shop today so that jane could meet her hero!!! Craig Brewster incase you didnt already know!! and she got about everything you can think of signed even her reciept!!!!! It did get a little bit embarassing but .... apparently she has done worse. For instance wrestling on the floor with Katie and then Stevie Crawford not being able to get past and then jane going bright red in the face!!! I was just glad that didn't happen!! LOL

Im cold!!!!!!! it is cloudy and raining!!! Typical Scotland .....remind me why we love it sooo much ??????  anyway revising is getting harder and hader to concentrate on! anyway my mum just gave me this juice drink with vitamins in it... not too bad but it tastes like it has essence of CAT FOOD!!!! not that i have tasted cat food but u no the smell you get off of cat food.... well u get the idea!!! on a brighter note ash n jane are comin to sleep over on Wednesday!!! woohooo!!!! oh yeah wednesday is tomorrow!!!! My fingers have turned a nice shade of blue !!!! (i have bad circulation they dont do that on normal people unless it is really cold)... I am going to make a statement that i dont actually believe I am making but here it is ...I want to go back to school! I miss everyone!!!!! Yes I even miss the arrogant quirky comments from people!!! i want to reverse a year so that i dont have stress!!!! and then i can relive my quirky music moments *laughs to self* *says quietly "side by side"* personal joke!!!! lol 

*sniffs* Everyone has left me !!!!!! Jane and Ash are at Cally Rally a ranger camp up north. To be honest with u they are probably frezing their asses off. I mean how stupid can you get having a camp north of Inverness in Autumn/Winter time!!!!!! Lol! I have blisters all over my left foot and it hurts..... Darn Shoes!!!!! You should see all the plasters !!! LOL it is quite hilarious and painful really!! Anyway that is only two people who have deserted me now to the rest!!! Well Esther is on holidy for her first time out of the UK besides the Isle Of Man or the channel Islands. She is in Austria!!!!! and Emily is in Malta (lucky so and so grrrr she went to portugal in the holidays too!!!!) and Darren is in the borders in a static caravan. Where am i ? at home with my loser brother and sister. The highlight of my weekend is revising!!!!!! (that should show you how desperate i am !!!!) Lol i suppose i am OK if you compare it to starving people in africa etc.. but then again i do have time to reflect on things. (which by the way can be a bad thing because then you start to regret stuff...) Just remeber "We are one but We are not the same" 

Well today is interesting, I am at Jane's on her computer!!!! she is currently doing something very interesting with a blind fold!!! INTERESTING basically meaning very sick and wrong. She has friction burns and is making a moaning noise. Figure it out for your self!!!! i wil leave it to your imgination. She is now tellling us how she pulled a muscle in bed !!!! Yes exactly what i am thinkng WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE DOING LAST NIGHT!!!!!! well esther goes away at around midnight tomorrow night- OMIGOSH jane has just spewed up a lump of crackers EWWWWWWW!!!!!! anyway my life is ok except Teachers one in specific keeps appearing in my now nightmares, I keep telling her to get lost though. Well i suppose she doesn't work at our school anymore.  ahhhh well Holidays would be good if i didn't have to revise for my exams! Apart from that life is etremely funny!

Ahhh, life! I have to be honest i am feeling very sorry for myself at the moment. :( I dont know why i just am !!!!!! White water rafting IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!! it was sooo cool. We set off in our boats after all the safety stuff. i was sitting rather uncomfortably (i had a wedgie) Do u know how hard it is to sort a wedgie in a wetsuit!!!!!!!! blinkin hard i wil tell u that. Well anyway back to the point. I was sorting my wedgie on the 3 miles of flat water and well lets just say SOME PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY (cough cough DAD cough cough) think it is funny to shove their daughter with the end of an oar BACKWARDS into FREEZING water!!!!!!!!!!!! i was amused sfterwards but i can tell u i was gona kill him !!!!!  Oh yeah and to my satisfaction morag got chucked in !!!!! she came out crying!!! HA HA HA HA HA HA LOSER!!!!!!!! The rapids were AWESOME!!!!!!!!! i loved them and all the water came into the raft!!!!!!!! It was SOOOO COOOL it was on the river tay at aberfeldy!!

 

i am going white water rafting this weekend!!!! woohooo!! Today was average although we had this right boot in german she was hilarious her name was mrs Currie He He! we did the huimming game n everything!!!! and i still got let out for music!!! oh ! wait it was also hilarious in music today Mrs Partridge was teaching in her room and i needed the xylophone but i was too scared to go and get it i even told Mrs Timney that i was scared of her !!!! and i waited until she had finished and gone out of the room to get something and i Bolted it to get this xylophone. I think we did it in recod time too!

 

 

Okay was it just me or did anybody get the plastered vicar today (the guy with the beard mumbling at the front of assembly) He was SOOOO boring even Mrs Dunn looked like she was gonna fall asleep and she is an English teacher!!!! okay so assembly was crap but all the same it was a skive. Anyway music wasn't as good today the teacher was in one heak of a mood aparently so i steered clear! i stayed on my very loner in a room full of xylophones :'( how sad!!! that is the story of my life!!!!!  So.... leave a message in my GUESTBOOK  which is above the Navigation (that bit with all the links at the side!!!)